Un-pumped and Repellant

So un-pumped by the ignorance
A advice that is more than a scold.
It looks more a scold than a advice and unfortunelly I am a human kind who is not like the normal humans.
A human than never understand people
who don't listen
who's doesn't get ot
who's always act by instint
who's always be different
and never gets the logic
never get right
Im the only abnormal
I never be normal
I gonna fail
Thats my destiny.


Hesitating about my future
Frustrated everyday
Frustrated about me
I hate you rose
i really hate you because you so dumb.
Because of your dumbness you ruin everything.
You have the fault
You take the responsibility.


Now the nightmare begin to see if I survive next week
Surviving with a skirt and hiding in a jacket.
Look I don't care about maturity
I don't care about that
I be myself
AS A DUMB.

Healer

Tips red, citrus, blonde, white, whitefuschia, purple, blue, black, red tips on black, burned pointed , green, sea weed, turquoise and soon pink...to Nat:


I am someone uh...random
I can be everything
everyone loves me the way I am
I can look at someone and because of me that person follows me.
Is not my fault IO can heal the boredom.
My smile contagious everyone.
The form of dress the hair I look.
Many drawing such photos.
to follow a dream far away of where I live,
To make people smile
thanks to my art.

Serious

People know than my expression means: serious.
I am deep so people don't follow me too much
Since I get sick to a mood.
I follow this and no one cant stop me.
One color everyday.
My silence and my own intellect
but just is a serious personality
and my weapon for some brats.
But fragrance for some bites
I am in this group with my mood that I consider dark and cool.

Lunatic

Ed...why in the dark when God has mercy of you...

Like this as a kid
Is the same as I lived.
I was a mess for my parents
Even the teachers cant control me.
The police always stop my walking
even to see my gal using my skate.
High and Low my feet stomps
over  every cement or asphalt  road.
I can keep walking like this
more lighter than my chains
but on my own way I do..
When I got time I follow you.

Silent

 To Louis:


...........Just draw
.........just listen
........I can keep this
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It just my calm mood and my shyness as my refuge
I I know you more
my art and my body
can speak more...than my own words......

Hyperactive

Jump here , jump there
Making jokes, wasting my tongue.
I feel hyperactive I cant control it.
But is my own self, cant change it even charge it.
I can give this contagious  thing to everyone and even the static person can easily take it.
And I dont care of the change of mood, Im still hyperactive as myself do.

Storyteller

Once upon a time I have a difficult journey
and a hard origin.
But I have a dream
To turn my stories real and my fantasies into originals to the eye.
May I calm and serious?
May I recite the reality?
My story keep going and going
as I live there's no end.

Wise

Book and history call me.
Legends and myths summon me
Rise by the worlds of my elders.
May I silent but my mind is full of danger.

As the pass of the time I wanna learn
Searching for masterpieces than others made.
As I reach to where I am, Im bright.
I baptize myself as "The Wise".
My origin is dark and I know about it
I already know Im not saint.
But if you teach me to save my soul.
I would learn, I follow it.
I would learn and I would spread and conduct
them to my Savior.

Poet

As myself
is only inside
The origin is unknown to you
but as for me is the same.
May I not speak to you often.
But I use my words
As I write as I recite
Strange things happen.

Until I decide to use it for good. To remark when I done
Follow my path
to save my soul.