Only less pages (on my draft book)

With my hand in pain

and my spirit ashame

I just want to dissapear

to don't do sin anymore

I'm so guilty

than I don't want to see

those same people

if I only you appear.

God make the trumpet sound

make that trumpet be heard

I just want to be saved

Thoughts II

Dear Ink, Pen, Paper and other surface:

     Those days are impactant and I still impressed. I'm not a coward but only God knows I have my fights, my anxiety, my obstacles to fight and maintain because I don't belong to this world.
The Earth isn't my home
my home is in the heaven...Sometimes I want to keep fighting, feeling inspired, writing. And show my thoughts to the world. Just the true.

Speaking

Long time than no seeing each you, what you doing all along? Long time, sure is long time.
Because I was missing you.
Because you vcaught my attetion
And it really catching.
I want to speak to you one more time, and became friends.
We are different but I know you will become a part of His family.

That day is normal but great to meet someone new. Apart of status, poetry and pictures.
Apart of quotes, desactivaction and elses.
Making friend by just a drawing
A drawing that connects to a different knid of people.
But still dont belong here...


I hope you get well in your next mission, still understand why you leave?
Another one complaining about our island?
Or is your past? Well is clear
you don't have nothing to do left.
You can chase more dreams
also you have a great talent but I cant understand but is your decision.
But you have my support always
as your friend.
Although the less time
we still friends right?
....

Im crazy
I talking alone
hope he remembers
hope...just hope so.

Goals

I want to write
to do hairpins
keychains. bracelets
Hair accesories
My own clothes
Things to sell
And work in summer
to earn my own money.

This summer I be productive
This summer no distractions
This summer I will drive
And soon I be complete
to shame everyone

Desires, Desahogo

Ink and paper
Always writing like this, is away than
is inspired by someones and I figurate out that I got potential

I always want to make my own manga series
I always want to be punk rocker fashion
I always want some games
but I cant have
The latest days was hell in the minimum potence.
The frustration, the pressure and my thoughts fighting with me.
After all I was alone almost 2 years
Is good...but I feel nostalgic.


....The mayority of the time I keep writing wishing to write more without distractions in summer. To do a lot of things to be me again.